Graduated and moving on...

Wow i havent posted in awhile and joanie i just read that last comment of yours and decided its time for the benster to come back. I have graduated officially and man was that a difficult year.. I WAS SOO LAZY.. in retrospect i had like 2 classes a day and still didnt do my homework! I really need to work on that especially going to college now. Im so nervous about my future and what it holds, but I can only trust that God has the best for me. I think im going to go to CMC for a year and then either decide to go down to Florida or Boulder. I honestly am feeling a lil bit lonely.. I miss Greg and Jeff. I miss Emily (being my old best friend). Its all really saddening. I feel like i'd be happiest if i was in florida, but i cant be there, so im here. I dont want this to be a depressing post... So ill tell you about all the exciting things that have happened, I've been jeeping alot with different people. Tyller and sara and jeff. Rosie and Genesis. Isaac. Sara Greg tyller. And probably more.. but i forget all the times. They've been awesome, jeeping up on a mtn and making camp fires and laughing till our heads hurt. I think we almost we're beat up by some people too.. but o well they were really drunk! haha it was actually quite entertaining... Well its been awhile and im sorry for that.. miss you all, love you all... hasta luego

-Christians Brothers and Sisters-

I love how i can put anything on this blog! I hate how people can chastize me for stupid things... I can rhyme when i feel like it. Since when do i comment on others saying, " that was terrible, do do not post like this, do it like this"!!!! I can type whatever i want, this page is under my control... OK im popping out of anger mode now, guyz its been a long time since i have been online. Obviously im not going to ryhme on this one...lol. I stayed over at Gregs last night and we didnt sleep until 4 am, so im a bit exhausted. Random: i hope everything is ok with you Genesis. i love you, and only hope for great things in your life!

rhyme on a dime, i aint commited no crime

i cant stop, i feel im gona drop, maybe ill land on top, im way to hot, untouchable, you fell for me, im a jelly bee, hold on to your tea, im rocking the boat, we'll stay afloat, dont make me conceded, ill look for the treated, and help me God, im just another man, of the land, place it in my hand, and ill teach it, preach it, get down on my knees wit it, cant defeat it, in land of rubble, we're all in trouble, touched rock bottom, still up for sodom, Hussein is fair game, jury it up, and fill his cup, trap em, snap em, break him down, push him around town, show him the pain, see this all wasnt fair game, we're all human....

Schools IN

unfortunately, i am in school again! Stress is like an influx into my heart, and i think i could cry...lol its not really that bad. Two hours of class a day, i think i can handle it. I cant wait for many things, like the weekend for one, and the prayer room to open for another. Newayz just thought i should get on here and say something special. You're special to me, whoever is reading this....

Lacking sleep and more beautiful things

Guyz im back! and ready for action. I just rode in the car for 15 hours, and i slept 13 of them, so im not tired at all. This makes my heading a oxymoron, newayz I am ready to tell you something, but i dont know what to say. I will tell you about my trip! It was great seeing and being with my family. We spent most of our time at my grandparents (dads side) and it was a blast, I hung out a lot with my lil cousins, Blake and Alec. They're the coolest kids let me tell ya. We stayed at the marriot one night with them and went to a water park and ice skating, it was tons of fun. On Christmas eve my family attended Grace community church, and it had a superb choir. Let me add this church was enormous, some where between 3-5 thousand members. I loved it. I think in this last week God has been calling my attention to many things. One big blessing i have and noticed more than ever was my great family and how they support me and are there for me all the time. God also showed me how i need to keep many of them in prayer. I guess i saw the need b4, but i now see it even more. I was able to visit my great grandma Gerber (91) and it was very hard to see her. Allsymers (not sure on spelling) has taken over her and she cant remember a thing. I had to introduce myself 5 times in a 30 min. period. I was grieved to see that a child of God was sooo full of fear and I became very close to balling several times during the visit. But I cant end it here, My mother and I grasped her hands tightly and prayed for protection and assurance and just for His power in her life even at her old age and many more things.. LET me tell ya, by the end of it she was saying "praise God" like a million times, and forgot all about her fears and worries. This was a great experiance. Ok, but now im getting tired and im probably going out boarding tommorow so im out to mi cama ahora.